R.I.P. is a hoax. He is risen and here to stay.

So this thing isn't going to die. Just thought I'd publish that. And, I thought I'd publish how excited I am because of the changes we're instituting in our lives. I love praying with you. We prayed tonight, again, before we called it a night. I'm going to start reading the bible on a regular basis. ...as soon as i get my hands on one. and we can read together. and discuss it. i like this turn in our relationship. i feel even closer to you.
today, i cut my finger giving you a three hour haircut, and you comforted me. your concern and the way you handled and took control of the situation made me feel secure, relieved, better.
i'm getting dizzy from the site of the sliver of blood. you carry me to my bed. "look at me," you say. "are you going to die?" ..."no." "are you going to bleed to death?" ..."no." and more questions, until my mind is fully at ease.
you say all these things with the sweetest smile. and your eyes don't show fear or dread at my perceptions. they show confidence. and i slip into that.
we colored eggs today. we spent time with my family. all of them. even joshua. you were so wonderful. such a good sport. your egg was beautiful. with different painted colors of polka dots and lines. i painted one for you. that said happy easter frederick, with polka dots and a kiss. i also painted another with a heart around "F & E" and a chick on the other side. The kids are going to love to find those in the hunt =). Our love will be renowned.
i want you to feel comfortable with my family. They already love you. So much. They see the impact you have on my life. It's nothing but positiveness.
You gave me surprises today. Donuts and Starburst jelly beans. You told me you're making an easter basket for me. that it'll be awesome. even better than mine. i'll take that. =) that makes me happy. and super excited.
the jelly beans are delicious. i probably ate a quarter of the bag today. and every bite, was a pleasure. can i say you're good at bringing me pleasure? :-*